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this is my venting blog. sometimes, you just need to talk and get something off your chest. here you can, anon or not. no one judges. i may not be the best advice giver, but i'm always here to talk. chin up, beautiful. xx - created February 16, 2012 -

onedirectionyouresofine:

Niall Horan Sweater Giveaway!

I bought three sweaters that Niall Horan has his own of. The giveaway includes the three sweaters posted above.

What You Will Get:

  • The three sweaters pictured above
  • The first two are a mens small and the third one is a mens extra…

(via cleverbluebox)

hazzaboobearniallerdaddybadboi:

I decided to create this “project” to show Liam our appreciation. I want to make a video filled with pictures of us with our toothbrushes (just like the picture Liam uploaded on Twitter, if you don’t know what I’m talking about here is the picture (credit to the person who edited it)). We need a…

CLICK HERE FOR MY MAIN BLOG (the one that i would like to be a part of the support group with!)

i just wanted to add an entry to be qualified on the stand… this is my second blog that i don’t come on too often. i’m posting it here because i don’t want my friends who follow my real blog to see it (they don’t know about this one)

i would absolutely love if i were chosen for this support group… you said you wanted to form real friendships with the people in the group, and that’s definitely what i’ve been after for the longest time after starting tumblr! i’ve been feeling very alone for the past few months, as if my close friends are drifting from me. i don”t know if it’s me or if it’s them, but i know i need some change in my life. i go to a high school with less than 900 kids in a small town, so making new friends really isn’t an option. i’d like to form real friendships through this support group, supporting not only my tumblr’s “needs”, but my own as well. i want to be able to talk to everyone in this group and not feel as if i must keep every wall up. i want to be able to let them down sometimes and not feel any judging, only acceptance and understanding. and this i feel will be extremely abundant in the support group. having this group of 15-30 people who i know have my back no matter what would really help me get through this rough patch!!

also of course the promos we could do would be awesome… i’ve wanted to do giant promos for so long, but i’ve had no one to do them with! or if i do them, they never worked for me! haha so that’ll just be like the cherry on top of all this.

thanks for reading my novel :)

i hope you like my blog (click here for it!) & thank you soo much for your consideration!

xox, josie

ugh and now they’re in america, but they don’t even come to my area. so their popularity will spread and my chances of ever meeting them quickly decline.

y’all probably don’t care, but i’m just real bummed out about it.

on facebook, i keep seeing this picture that says something nice about cousins, and then it’s like share if you have the best cousins in the world.

growing up, this is the touchiest subject for me. i don’t have any cousins. (now i know this is just…are you serious, people don’t have homes and you’re upset about not having cousins? yes, i know it’s silly, but it just really bothers me.) 

now, even if i could, i wouldn’t share this picture… because it’s just kinda stupid and pointless and clutters my page of nothing. but since i can’t, there’s nothing to worry about :. i wish i could. my mom understands completely why i hate family gatherings: there’s my parents, my aunt, my uncle, and my grandma. that’s it. my dad, however, does not understand because he’s been blessed with many cousins. they call each other all the time, and it brings such joy to my dad. i just so freaking wish i had that kind of opportunity.

that’s why my friends from church are so dear to me. but they fail to acknowledge that they’re all i have, so they kind of disregard that i consider us family. 

this was stupid.. sorry for cluttering up your dash. i’m just kinda blue about it right now.

xox j